If I watch this once in a day I have to watch it ten times in a day.
There are two different emotions coming from the singer and I feel like the more emotional edit she was not acting. There is something deeper going on with her when we see her clearly nervous, crying, big exhale at the end. I have read a few stories but I chose to ignore them and just watch her emotions pour from the performances.
I just like watching so many details of these video and the song is good also.